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[Jun. 8th, 2007|08:23 pm] |
I'm leaving tomorrow for about a week
I won't have a computer
Let me know here if anything happens that I should know about
Iloveyouguys <3 |
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[Jun. 6th, 2007|05:10 pm] |
And then I woke up to a phone call Right On Christmas day It said, "Your grandfather is dying In a painful way His lungs are filling up with fluid Even as we speak The doctor said that if he's lucky He'll make it 'til next week" I had one last chance to see him Right before I moved But I didn't end up going
I used some lame excuse "
A lot of things aren't fair
I'm scared to death
For him and for me
I'm scared because he's hurting
I'm scared because I've never seen him like this
I'm the queen of anonymous writings
But I just read something that shattered me
If it was about me, that is
I wish I could tell her that it's just over
It's impossible to get back to where we were
Or apperently even talk
I'm so fucking glad I have made some good friends
Maybe I haven't met half of them, but stll
I value them way more than they know
Vince, Em, Ashley, Devon, Heather, Shaun
They are gunna be the ones to help me through this
Whether they know it or not
Hannah just left me a comment:
katie, i love
you everything is
gonna be alright
and then she put an Elton John, Tiny Dancer video
This means nothing to anyone but me
Everytime we hug we sing that song to eachother
It's goofy, but fun
Her grandma just died
She knows how I feel
And let me tell you
She says all the things that really get me
She's given me everything I need to hear
I'm crying
I'm overwhelmed with people who care
Thank you, everyone |
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[May. 30th, 2007|12:29 pm] |
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Right now, I'm feeling like I'm going to implode. The funny thing about 'promises' is that they're always harder to keep when they start as secrets. I'm feeling that like minded people have a mutual need to coarse against the grain. If you've never felt so anxious and upset that your chest cavity feels like its been filled with water and instantly freezes, leaving your lungs in full extension, trapped in a catatonic state, caught... Summer's here Why do I feel this way? I don't even know what it is I feel
Maybe lack of feeling?
Maybe so much feeling, I'm starting to ignore it? The air got turned on today It brings back old feelings Rushes of them, too Nostalgia.
I'm always feeling that lately "i would give anything for the old days" Me too Now, those bad habits haunt me
Even in my sleep I wish I could say to you, what I said in my dreams. 
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[Apr. 7th, 2007|10:53 am] |
Record Release show and Best Buy signing!!!!
( TAI ) |
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| Sleet and Snow |
[Feb. 24th, 2007|08:23 pm] |
Today has been dreary
Damn Chicago weather
I was thinkin today...there are sooo many people I want to meet before I die.
So many people I've made 'friends' with that I haven't met. I don't really care what people say about myspace or livejournal, it brings people together. It's good to get away from your everyday life and relate with people from different walks of life.
My mom's renting me The Last Kiss.
Maybe tonight won't be so bad after all
Katie |
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| California is lucky |
[Feb. 14th, 2007|04:08 pm] |
Got from a myspace bulletin
"The Academy Is... looking for fans to be in the video shoot for 'We've Got a Big Mess on Our Hands' this Saturday. The shoot will take place in Hollywood, California and will last from the morning through the afternoon. Antendees are asked to dress as if you were attending a show.
YOU MUST BE 18 AND HAVE ID. THERE IS NO PAY.
If you are interested, email taivideoshoot@gmail.com and let them know." |
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| The most tender place in my heart is for strangers |
[Feb. 12th, 2007|08:12 pm] |
An Ongoing Horrible. That's how I feel. These long winter days seem to be getting longer. No sign of getting any better. You were right Dave Davison, it truly is an ongoing horrible.
In religion last week we had to write down who was holy in our life. 95% of the class wrote their parents and the other 5% wrote their grandparents. My parents and grandparents are the most important people to me, yes, but I thought I'd look outside of the box. "What makes a person holy?" one girl asked. My teacher said it was someone who guides you, doesn't judge you, always tries to help you, and most importantly, loves you unconditionally. At first I thought there was no one besides my parents that was all of these things. Think about it. Sometimes friends judge. Sometimes peers try to mislead you. Sometimes friends abandon you. No one is ever really guaranteed besides family. And some kids don't even have that.
Who I had to pick was evident.
Not immediate family, not extended family, not any of my friends, not any of my peers. I worte down someone that no one else has. It's pretty powerful to think I've got someone who looks out for me, guides me, is patient with me, and teaches me, unconditionally. Maybe even loves me unconditionally.
I'm pretty sure I like that feeling. How many people can I say that for? So many adults and even kids my age judge and have lost patience. That's what happens when everyone thinks they are superior to everyone else I suppose.
But it feels damn good to be appreciated for who you are by at least one person. |
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| Back in Action! |
[Feb. 6th, 2007|10:24 pm] |
It has been a while, Livejournal.
I'm getting back into the swing of things. The Academy Is... community always breaths new life into me. it sounds queer but it's true.
Life has been all in all pretty bad, aside from its occasional highs. It's the winter, and the winter sucks. I just want to meet someone new. Someone who will be like me, and have intelligent conversations. Is that really too much to ask?
I want a cat, that would make everything better
I just watched The Illusionist. Edward Norton is a genius, and I loved the movie.
That's all for now
Is everyone staying warm?! |
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| Time is Tissue |
[Aug. 20th, 2006|12:29 am] |
Mmm, Snakes on a Plane yesterday. I don't noe why I'm such a nerd, I just am. Lately it seems like my life is Cobra Starship and Fueled by Ramen bands. I guess life could be much worse.
School starts monday. I'm scared. My school is 85% jock/prep kids. It's tough to go there everyday. I'm not looking forward to a whole new year. The hardest year of all. I don't like winter so much, I wake up cold, and spend the whole day cold, and the sun seems to never shine, for some reason that takes a toll on me emotionally. Music and books will help me, I noe it. And believe it or not LiveJournal. The Academy Is... community keeps me updated and I love being taken away from my boring life even if it is for just 5 minutes to hear about things othre people are doing. I love that.
My eyes burn,
Cheers to the last day of summer. |
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| To help and to be helped |
[Aug. 11th, 2006|01:04 am] |
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I'm finally going to start working on this.
I think it's an amzing place to talk to new people. Myspace is overrated. People write about their emotions here. I look up to that. I appriciate all the words people write. I'll give everyone a chance. |
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